I know that I've been terrible with posting at LJ. But I do hope to update more this summer :) 

The reason for tnis post is to pimp out a new blog that I'm starting, a food a beauty blog -- so please come visit! (acutally, may be better if you would visit in a week or two since I don;t have anything up yet! 

bubbleness.wordpress.com

I finally watched Twilight. The movie was 'meh'. Cheesy and corny but satisfied the 12 year old girl in me,
And Edward so was hot <3. <3. <3. New fangirling material for me.
Must change layout, but I will still love you DBSK <3

I have never gone into writing a final feeling like I was going to burst into tears until today. I just felt so unprepared for it, and i'm generally decently prepared for a final and so the stress of it just made me want to cry. Also, it was when I was supposed to get my research project back-something worth 30% of mark. I spent freaking over 40 hours on that project, it was an actual research study. A study, something that you find in the academic journals and I was getting it back right after I handed in my final. I think if I were to have gotten a poor mark on it, I would have just started bawling. But, I guess my keenerness paid off and I got a very very very good mark. Nonetheless, that made my day but sadly, I still have two more finals left. So lets hope I rock those finals.

Meh. I got over it. I apologized, if the apology isn't accepted, I'm not going to raise my blood pressure over it.

I just fucked up so badly; I don't even know how to fix it.

I met a boy.

New layout features my newest obsession, the Korean band DBSK. I'm so in love and obsessed. This is getting in the way of my school work. Which is bad, so bad. But that's okay, the talent and prettiness of these boys make it all better. Did I mention that they are so pretty and hot? And that they can sing so well?

So, starting today, I will somehow systematically reduce the time that I spend on the internet, a bit hard because my computer is in my room, on my desk, which I need to do school work on. But somehow I have to since waiting for my next month are 6 ten page papers, one presentation, one webct thingy and two midterms. Why you greater being must do this to me? Why?!

Oh well, DBSK shall make me feel better.

Let's hope this obsession simmers down a bit. Just a bit.

I got a Co-op job for the summer at a community policing center. Which in all accounts is freaking awesome because this relates to my degree and the connections and people I will be able to meet!

Sadly, I get stuck with the most annoying partner EVER.

Not to sound like a whiner, but he stutters, is a brown-noser (is it necessary to take notes when you are having a casual conversation about life in general with your supervisor???), won't stop telling me how "neat and exciting" things are, and won't take the hint that I do not like him popping my personal bubble.
Worse yet, he keeps on saying how he hopes he won't bump into anyone he knows because he doesn't want them to think that we are on a date, and he assumes my mom will think the same. EXCUSE ME? First of all, there is no way in hell that I will date him because he annoys the crap out of me. Secondly, he has never met my mom, never talked to her, so who the hell does he think he is to assume my mom will say or think that?! I know my mom will never think that because she will know when I start dating, and she knows that seeing me walking down the street with a guy does not mean we are on a date. Don't think so highly of yourself buddy.

Now that I have eaten a whole box of tomato pretz and ranted on LJ I feel a lot better. Maybe I shall just rant on here instead of calling my friend after work to rant.

No seriously, I can't stop buying shoes-this week, I have bought four pairs. Enough said.
But my finals are over. So that means 4 months of no school! That's right, 4 months! I have been looking forward to this since last summer-screw taking 9 semesters in a row.
Lalalalala.

Now I shall go enjoy what this 4 month shall give me, work.

April! This ever rainy month means the end of the semester of me! Yay! But before I get my sweet sweet four months of no school, I must battle finals. I don't even want to study for them anymore, but what am I saying? I have to study for them. I am even taking a week off from work to study.

FUCK YOU FINALS.

Time to sleep, and then more studying.

I just looked at my layout-it's a winter layout...I guess I should change it, after finals, I guess. That is if my brain does not fry and gets eaten by Hannibal Lector.

I am hating my research proposal right now. Hating it. It's for my quantitative research methods class, and I am given a set of data, and I have to formulate hypotheses, variables, definitions of my variables, and review some past literature that studied what I am going to study. At least my partner and I figured out what we are studying-family stability, parental-style, and attainment of goals may lead to offending. Just thinking about this makes my head hurt. And then I have to do a theory application that is due a week after the research proposal, which are surrounded by midterms.

School is so plotting against me.

At least my forensics class is interesting. A bit disturbing, but interesting nonetheless.

Was tagged by riza.

Rules:
Each player of this game starts off with 10 weird things/habits/little known facts about yourself. People who get tagged need to write a blog of their own 10 weird habits/things/little known facts as well as state this rule clearly. At the end you need to choose 10 people to be tagged and list their names. No tag backs.

1. I love to clean-seriously, I love cleaning, if you want something cleaned, I will so do it for you.

2. I still sleep with a pillow that my mom made for me when I was a toddler.

3. I like eating beef liver.

4. I have to read the newspaper in the morning while eating breakfast.

5. I have all three LOTR extended editions over ten times.

6. I like being cold.

7. Sometimes I will only grab M&M's/Smarties by even numbers

8. I want to get into one catfight in my life.

9. Each one of my stuff animals have a name.

10. I always drink a hot cup of water in the morning.

That took a while to think up.

So I don't even have 10 people to meme this to, so it's a dead end?

Ouran Host Club! How I love thee. (It's more like how I love Mori-senpai and Kyouya).

I wonder if there are any classes that teaches one how to wield a sword? Not fencing, but actual swordplay. This is what happens when you play Zelda on the Wii, you want to learn how to use a sword. I also want to learn martial arts, now to pick a form of martial arts to learn.

School starts tomorrow, and I will "try" to keep up with the assigned readings.

300 level courses, please don't be too hard.

I finished Blood+ last night at 3AM and I am still fangirling about the ending.

*Giggles, squeals and acts like a giddy 5 year old who is sugar-high*

Let me say again how good it is, IT'S FREAKING AWESOME! (I actually teared up a bit, and then proceeded to go "awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww......it's so sweet).


Now I have to resume my lab final studyage. Boooo.

SNOW!
That's right, snow, and lots of it! Nice fluffy fluffy snow. Managed to go outside and have a snowball fight with my younger brother and sister,and they keep on telling me my aim suck.

Now, come on, no school. *Crosses-fingers*

I'm officially a 20 year old.

And I watched Borat (don't remember the full name of the movie) last night. It was witty, funny, and so damn offensive. But oh so good.

I'm going to be two decades old soon. Two decades. I know there are plenty of people out in the world that is older than me, but I feel damn old. Especially when I see younger teenagers (technically I am still a teenager), I think when I was theie age I didn't dress like that (by that I mean dressing in a way too small TNA tracksuit that makes things ooze out) and I never acted like that. Yea, I actually think that. But I guess my main tiff about the whole turning a new set of double digits is that I don't look like it! I look like I am 16! If I were to show you my preschool picture I would look pretty much the same. Thats right, preschool. Damn the asianess.

Man, the children of the 80's are growing up.

So it's been quite a while since I last posted, and what has happened lately? Well let me tell you, NOTHING. I'm that sad. I go to school, come home and do homework, or go to work. And occasionally, I will go out with my friends. I constantly think, isn't this the age where I go out and party? Or go clubbing? (Not that I really enjoy it, I have been clubbing only three times since I turned the legal clubbing age). Now that I think back on it, I really wished I spent less time doing school work and more time hanging out with my friends, because now I hardly see them, maybe about once a month. There is a select few that go to the same school as me that I see all the time, but my close friends all go to different schools.
Bleh.

Lately, I have been wondering what the hell I am going to do with my life. What am I going to do once I graduate with that degree? I'm so scared of what lies ahead. I'm worried how the hell i'm ever going to afford a house because housing prices are way to high in where I live. I'm worried if all this post-secondary schooling will go to waste.

I have got the biggest crush on my co-worker. A co-worker. This isn't good. One of my friends was like finally! Apparently this reaction was due to the fact that I haven't had a actual serious crush on an actual person person in a long time. And I got to admit, it's true, I have seen hot and cute guys, but those were just fleeting moments. And I was told that having a crush on Orlando Bloom doesn't count. So a crush on a co-worker. (Sorry for sounding like a 13 year-old, I get way to giddy for my own good.)

Halloween is coming up! And I'm going to be dressing up as a pirate with two of my other friends to the Halloween night at an art and design school. And then after, possibly going to bubble world in our costumes and being stared at, like previous years. Maybe I will post pictures. Ha! Like how I said I would post my China pictures. Maybe once I figure out how.

So yesterday was like another repeat of the cold that I caught last September. Had asthma attack that my inhaler couldn't fix so off to the emergency room I went. At least this time I wasn't hooked to a gazillion machines, I was just made to breathe in two doses of ventolin and then they had to monitor my heart for a while because the medication makes your heart rate skyrocket (mine was at 130). So I took the day off work, I mean they can't say no when you get your mother to call them and tell them that you are in the emergency room. And now i'm proceeding to catch up on the two lectures that I missed yesterday, hip hip hooray! At least the lectures are only one hour long. I'm so grateful for lectures that are recorded and posted on net.

I'm starting to think that September is the month for me to get sick. So yesterday night, during the last hour of my shift my nose started running, my right eye started watering and I started sneezing. So during the rest of my shift I had to keep on blinking, but since only my right eye was watering, it looked more like I was winking; I swear the customers that I were helping kept on giving me very very weird looks. At first I just thought it was my allergies and usually the symptoms disappear once I sleep it off. But no, this morning I woke up and my nose was still running and my throat was hurting, which is sure sign that I caught a cold. And why do I say that September is the month for me to get sick? Because last September I also caught a cold, but then I ended up in the hospital because it turns out I was having an asthma attack, which I later found out that I have a mild case of asthma. What a lovely month indeed.

Oh yea, WESTLIFE! No matter how much older I get, I still have this uber soft spot for boy bands, especially Westlife. This is what happens when you grow up during the era of boy bands. Oh Westlife, how your songs make me swoon like a 15 year-old.

Speaking of 15 year-olds; my mom keeps on telling me how I look like i'm 16 years old. I'm turning 20 soon and yet i'm told I look like i'm 16?! I blame my baby face.